Hobovan Journal: 7/1/02
My sight is finally returning (choiceless awareness),.... that feeling of love and connection to everything. Its coming back in micro-satoris. I thought it never would. As Steinbeck said, when you stop seeing you think you'll never see again and its very depressing. But it comes back if you stay open to it.

It came back to me on the disc golf course this week-- almost a whole round played with heightened awareness. And it has come in restaurants... in particular it came last night in Barley's... in between idiodic gazings at Olivia.